When you think of a bully, what do you think of?
Do you think of a big, hunky kid with freckles like the Sandlot?

Or do you think of a sly conniving, serpentine weasel sort like Voldemort, a politician like Magneto, or a muscle-bound intellectual like Bane?



I was working at a warehouse the other day I met one.
A six-foot five behemoth of a man. Wrought with tattoos, and a set of glasses plastered to the back of his head. Classic MAGA. (I note there is a distinct difference between MAGA, and your conventional Republican.)
MAGA comes out of the woodwork on occasion, and so does their racism. Which can be tapered with a little bit of mental aikido.
Anyway.
He was a bald bloke and swore like a sailor. Interesting I thought, the verbal imagery I got was a synesthesia rendition of a speech bubble, such as one would have for comic books.
I imagined literal trash coming out his mouth, and as the refuse fell nothing he said held anything value.
As a synesthete, with experience in teaching pedagogy, I thought of my autistic kids I taught in college. Most understand that there is a manner of understanding certain things by which the majority understand them, whereas others do not. Others understand that certain people will have a manner of understanding unlike any or all of them, so they atone for that degree of understanding, by finding a happy medium: this I believe to be empathy.
Anyway. This fucker spit utter atrocities to those he dealt with. Junk spewed from his mouth. Defiled him.
I ascertained that gray matter was not with him. Or in him.
Then I thought a manager can be one two things.
A person who uses subterfuge to get what they want or to speak the truth and have that be the arrow into which time flies.
He mocked the kid. Said he was half black. Then he turned around, and saw me.
And then my countenance changed. I met him with a gridiron countenance, fixed, and dead. I suppose that’s my normal basal state, and that is
Id met him face to face, my Goliath alter ego, my shadow my persona non grata who I was intending to meet with absolute certainty.
One thing, I have noted is that these bully types You command respect you do not use subterfuge to regal it, or manipulate others to do so.
The verbage of his idiocy came through at his mouth most inopertune that I took a step back, and glanced.
I looked at the guy, he said that to, I looked at the fuckers next to him who were his flying monkeys, I looked at the idiots who thought he was in charge, satiating his ill perceived anger. Then I looked at me, the man on the spot on the hour.
My gutteral reaction was to shout obscenities. My gutteral reaction was to say because he’s half black, are you kidding me?
I’m fully black.
That is my son.
If that is who chastise, chastise me.
But you will listen to me.Y
Ou come to me with a sword a word and a spear.
But I thought against it, as this was a problem they were all having and getting rid of the fuck who did a good job would have implemented me in his place as an alpha male.
So I thought best of it and said nothing.
I thought, what best to do in this regard?
Join the team, as I had once done – or to take a stand?
I chose to take a stand.
I chose to go even
What the fuck did you say?T
At he’s half black.i threw a box.
You want to know that I’m full black.
What’s that supposed to mean?
For one, my sense of intimidation is low key. I don’t feel intimidated very often.
But the notoriety of having glasses plaster behind him, made me think if Professor Quirrell.
It made me think, “I’ve got eyes in the back of my head, motherfucker,” and it was that self-reflexive knowledge that I looked in upon that gave me both a sense of awe and wonder at (enter Victims name #Viking’s) name.
He was self aware.
Most bullies I deal with are not.
In fact, he was mirroring me.
This was the first time I became aware of my reaction.
I used to be lowly keen to my neurologically responses, but this guy triggered me.
So then I thought okay, why is my own reflection triggering me?
Well, I soon figured out why.
This guy was imposing a perceptual notion of being watched by wearing upside down glasses on the back of his head.
They were upside down mind you.
He shouted to the guy on the ground of the belt what are you doing out those boxes in whatever…
And he looked at me and said,” I just give him shit because he’s black.”
Because, he’s slow he didn’t immediately recognize his mistake.
I did however and did not not react.
He went ahead and said,” tires go under the belt, man I feel bad for the kid. It’s his first day.”
That too triggered a response in me.
Thinking, maybe he’s remorseful.
So I took the tires and threw them under the belt to my trainers request.
Problem was he threw out everything from his trailer, and restacked it according to company protocol.
Not only did he redirect his anger and extend it to that who needed assistance, but he corrected my own error.
Think about that.
A strong man being thrown out of work, because he was doing things the right way.
I realized that I needed him, that I could use him.
Problem was I was self aware of my own inclination.A
I then, posited a catch 22.
Should I take out a notable worker of said company at the expense of everyone who followed him, so that I myself could take his place, or could I teach him kindness.
I chose that teaching him kindness was the best option, as it would yield me the best results in teaching others to teach others.
Spidelli noo the lanky guy said, use leverage. I don’t lift without a lever. He was wirey and lean, the kind of guy who looked like a runner.
He was forty but his truck looked packed, and I was surprised he could lift so much.
How do you do it, I said.
I use lever, he said.
I went through my highschool physics class. F =mc^2. But a fulcrum yields:
I thanked him for his Newtonian physiques. Then the bell rang.
It was the end of our shift, and the man closed his truck trailer.
I looked at my trainer, a former manager and he threw the tires into Mohamed trailer.
When are we in next?
Tomorrow at 3:15.
Liberal Republican bullies have one main feature they hate.
Public opinion.
You see when you take public opinion down they have no choice but to yield. A narcissist will falter under the crumble of their own reveal.
They will be the Goliath that taunts, because they believe that all are in subjection to their gaslit system.
Problem is when a man comes from outside that moral vector, and estabhesbthat what they’re doing is bullshit, and exposes that to them to their public harassment they have no choice but to falter.
A true narcissistic bull will pretend to bow the knee. They will secretly use flying monkeys at your expense to pay for your indescrrtiion
However if you go a level up (teacher) who are aware of what they are doing, that bukly goes down up to the point of graduation.
Farewell Donald Trump.
Goodbye, you Bully.
Bullies come in all shapes and forms. They arise as people without the skillset necessary to verbalize what they need. They appear as children in an otherwise playful playground. They are sometimes, the types of individuals that arise as a person may not find to be personally acceptable.
A Bully, that I think of when I look at the Sandlot, I think of the biggest guy on the playground. The guy who nitpicks on people that are too small to fight their own battles, and as a result of this tries their utmost to do better and do the best they can.
A bully is what a person looks at and supposes there to be a state of understanding by which they cannot find a better way to drive their mission to them. What then, becomes of the man who grows up as a bully?
The term, “Bully,” is derived
Let us look into psychology.
There is a method by which they may find it difficult to acclimate to regular society. They may find it hard to express themselves, and as a result they come to a conclusion that must be aggressive in their resolve for greater justice. They find that they have a means of addressing somebody, that is not the way a person should be addressed.
They will find a manner which they are to superimpose their necessary understanding of the world, and superimpose that onto others. With agrression, or with a state of unwavering authority to superimpose their freewill upon them. That is something we must come to understand. That a narcissist, is a person who does not find a basal understanding of the world at large. They are trying to make sense of it through the vehicle of people.
Such bullies may use idle threats, subterfuge, a manner of speaking that induces fear, and a way by which these individuals find a better understanding of their world at large is by causing the world around them to adapt to their will.
While we may not understand the Narcissistically inclined person, we may understand the slew of other Cluster B disorders. These may most notably be BPD – Borderline Personality disorder, anti-social personality disorder, as well as NPD.
NPD may be considered the worst of these afflictions, because they are not able to be cured. A person with Narcisstic personality disorder does not see themselves as wrong, and when challenged about the validity of any of their claims, there comes a point by which they must find the truth in opposition.
When a person does not see the difficulty in their ways, they find it hard to obtain an understanding of other people. This is when they have found it hard to understand that the hardest part to acknowledge is looking at themselves.
A person with Narcisstic personality disorder is said to hallmark certain traits. The traits by which the hallmark can only be reflected by the way in which they observe the world.
The grey rock method, is the only known method to work against a Narcissist. This method which involves starving them of narcissism supply or attention is the main medium by which these types must be siphoned.
I’ll have to pull a Malcolm Gladwell here.
In his book, David and Goliath: Underdogs, Misfits, and the Art of Battling Giants — Gladwell speaks of the notable figure of his book. There happens to be a state of affairs by which an individual must most notably understand that a hero must be surmounted by the rock of the human being and the skillset that they pervade, as well as being able to surmount over one’s challenges.








